March 2012
Something just snapped.
Should have never seen that damn photo. What am I doing. Why is this happening inside of me?
Damn.
February 2012
Living on the edge of denial and reality is an odd experience.
Truly odd. It’s like fading in and out of two separate worlds. It’s like a form of bi-polar. Being a control freak doesn’t help either.
“If we ever get separated, just whistle. I’ll come running, I promise.”
Well there is something in the air That makes it difficult to live The way we lived back in the days When we had all the time to kill It’s just the wildfire burning There’s no way to put it out Just a wildfire spreading Through my days and through my nights Don’t ask no question Don’t ever tell no lie I’m so tired of explaining Every minor detail of my life
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IF I WATCH THAT VIDEO ONE MORE TIME I WILL START OPENLY SOBBING AND THEN MY ROOMMATES WILL THINK I’M NUTS.
DEAR GOD. JAMES MORRISON WHY DO YOU DO THESE THINGS TO ME?
ALL I WANNA DO IS GET MARRIED AND BE HAPPY NOAW. THANKS JAMES.
“When you can’t win in a fight, sometimes you have to settle for making sure that...”
– Michael Western - Burn Notice (via log0rrhea)
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“You never, ever, ever, ever realize what you really have till it’s gone....”
– Anonymous
When it’s black Take a little time to hold yourself Take a little time to feel around before it’s gone You won’t let go but you still keep on falling down Remember how you save me now from all of my wrongs Yeah If there’s love just feel it And if there’s life we’ll see it This is no time to be alone, alone yeah I won’t let you go
“Look at my eyes, Faye. One of them is a fake because I lost it in an accident....”
– Spike- Cowboy Bebop (via jp-white)
“False tears can only hurt others. False smiles can only hurt yourself.”
– C.C. (Code Geass)
“My thoughts, they kept floating up and then slipping through my fingers....”
– Tidus (Final Fantasy X)
So, I have a plan.
I have been working at it the last two nights. At my Sister’s house, making a few calls.
Depending on how things go between now and June, I’m going to leave. I have a handful of people I know up North of Baton Rouge from some previous misadventures a few years ago. I finally got in touch with one of them and at the end of the semester, I’m probably going to drop out and take...
You can lead a horse to the water, but you can't...
It’s been the one thought running through my head for weeks.
tulanefiasco:
I hate knowing that I am not good enough and someone else is.
“Thanks a lot for proving just how ugly and immature you are. It’s been real. And...”
– Izaya Orihara (via mrs-umino)
escapist-fiction:
“Seeing a project through to completion requires a certain level of obsessiveness. The problem is you can’t turn it on and off. So you end up doing things no one else can understand, like sticking with an operation long after it’s over or trying to fix a car you should have given up on years ago.”
Odd, where my inspiration comes from.
Fictional characters. Haha.
I know what I have to do. I can’t give up like this, not after everything. Fight. Fight. Fight. Just like I preached.
I will improve myself. I won’t give up, not on something I believe so strongly in. No matter what. This is not how my life is going to be. Even if I’m destined to be unhappy, I won’t go...
saint-just:
The Hymn of The Fayth, from Final...
